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Good Times

Lots of positive moments in the last few days. The (bigger!) kids had a couple of nice visits at the NICU. The doctors are starting to murmur about “home” as if it’s somewhere on the not-too distant horizon. We may … Continue reading

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Only Miss the Sun When It Starts to Snow

As I was driving to the hospital this morning a song came on the radio and I felt so optimistic. I thought, perhaps there is a silver lining in this journey. I mean, isn’t it true that you can’t know … Continue reading

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Up and Down

Today was another day of highs and lows.  The biggest high was that I was able to try and nurse the two girls. Both have been taking soothers as they like them to associate sucking with their feeds.  C in … Continue reading

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Mask Free!

We had a big milestone yesterday. Both the girls had a trial off their breathing support. Neither has really been on oxygen for very long, but they have needed a machine which maintains pressure on the airway, making it easier … Continue reading

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Fashion Tips from M & P

What I wear when mum dresses me: (Roller Skate Dress courtesy of Mum, Size 3, pattern by Oliver+S) What I wear when I dress myself: (Fairy wings courtesy of Dollar store) What I wear to the park: (Boots courtesy of … Continue reading

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Don’t Forget About Me!

It’s a good thing the mind only has a limited capacity for worrying.  I’ve spent so much time worrying over C that I forget sometimes about B. Which is funny because during the pregnancy I worried mainly about B, the … Continue reading

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Chats

I had a really nice day today – a nice nurse, a snuggle for hours and lunch with my brother that was not from a facility at the hospital.   The girls had a good day too, all of us … Continue reading

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Tonic

Thanks for letting me get that rant off my chest yesterday. I had another teary departure as I left the twins today – it’s hard to leave. Then on my way out I ran into the antepartum nurse who spent … Continue reading

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Onions and Orchids

Okay, I’m actually feeling pretty good right now, but there are really are parts of NICU life that really drag me down. For example, I just called for an update, and I find out the kids are being moved… in … Continue reading

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Isolette graduates

As expected, the conversation with the neonatologist quite depressed me and set me back emotionally a few days. I think it was intended to be a hopeful talk but I was so drained afterward I slept for 14 hours – … Continue reading

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